I talked to my sister for a while on the phone today. She's pretty much the greatest big sister ever. She's kind of trying to convince me to move to springfield to stay with her family (they have a few spare rooms that they sometimes rent to students involved in their ministry). I think it would do me good, and I seriously thought about it, last summer. If I didn't have a drummer, and my job at the post office, I would have certainly done it, at least in a temporary capacity. We talked about my epiphany, and it was really great just to get it all off my chest. I'm not sure whether to talk about it with other people, or get their opinions... I kind of want to talk to Erin about it, but she's so uninterested in my life. I think she'd have an interesting perspective on things, having dated me. I think it'd actually do good for her too, but how do I get her to talk to me? She'll rarely do more than text with me....if that. Telling her it's super important won't really have much effect. I don't know.